Refreshed!

I have really been out of touch with God lately. And that truly upsets me since I really want Him always in my life! I want His guidance all the time because I'm such an indecisive person and I easily get distracted. I want His deliverance because I easily get tempted to revert back to my old self--thoughts, actions, words, feelings--and I have no intention of becoming that old person again. Now that I have seen and felt what it's like to be in a relationship with Him, I realized that I want more of that. And if anything, it's a realization that I want to come true. And it's the one realization that I'm most certain about.

I went to our group's bible study last week again, as well as the sunday service, after many days of absence. In retrospect, it was kind of funny-slash-weird how a Jewish rabbi's message on the TV reminded me to pull myself together and get myself to church immediately. When I did, it was another BAM! experience!!! And like I was telling my old friends, "when God wants us to do something, there is no stopping it from happening."

If you're like me who has seen and felt God's work in our lives, and has lost the connection with Him, please pray with me: Heavenly Father, I'm sorry for being apart from Your Holiness. I apologize for not giving You the time You deserve to praise You for the blessings You continue and abundantly give. I didn't seek Your guidance and direction when I found myself lost and confused. Lord, O God, I need You in my life. Please come into my heart and show me the Way. Thank You. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen.

I will be back tomorrow to share with all of you what I had learned from the bible study meeting and the church service last week. God Bless and goodnight!